Camille's life

This man has changed my life for the better honestly. I met him on Myyearbook.com. He lives 32 miles away from me in Dixon, California and I live in Sacramento, CA. The morning that I met him, December 28th, it was 4 o’clock in the morning and I was crying my eyes out after drinking rum and coke because of a guy who used me for sex. He asked me on myb (myyearbook) how sick of guys I was on the site because I left status’s that I hated guys. I just exploded with anger and asked if we could text. I gave him my phone number. 

That morning, he stayed up with me until 9 AM texting me. He explained to me that I wasn’t what he was expecting because every girl he has talked to on the site didn’t type in full sentences. When we were about to fall asleep, he asked if he could text me when I got up, and I said sure, that I would really like that. 

We finally got up, and we started talking to each other. He was really easy to talk to and he wasn’t shocked at how the guy I was crying over treated me. He seemed mad. From there, he asked if I wanted to do something, and I said sure. 

He picked me up. I was a little scared he was too good to be true and I wouldn’t be here to tell you this story. Apparently, he was scared that I wasn’t a girl or I was going to be really really big. 

We hung out for a while, and then he dropped me off back home. I was really happy to have someone who listened to what was going on with me. What I really needed was a friend. Not someone who would pressure me into sex and hurt me anymore. My exboyfriend was also stalking me and causing me more problems then I needed at the time also. He didn’t want to get it through his head that we were done completely and I didn’t want to be with him anymore because he didn’t make me happy with his constant complaining about who I am and what I wanted from life. He and I were completely different. So, having this man here was like an angel sent from God. 

When he got home, we continued to text and he asked me if I would ever consider going out with him. I just said to him that I wasn’t ready at that moment because I really didn’t trust him. He asked me if I wanted to go to a New Years party with him in Vacaville, CA. I said “sure.” 

We went to see a movie New Years Eve and then to the party. Being around him was different and it felt natural. 

Over the course of the next few days, I got really drunk and he came over everyday from Dixon to be near me. From there, the rest is history. 

I owe so much to him that I can’t begin to explain how I feel for him and I hope things really do work out for us. I mean, for a guy to drive all the way out to see me means a lot to me. He’s been at my house for a month now and I haven’t gotten annoyed with him yet. In fact, he’s everything I want and it is a bit scary because with all my ex’s, I have never felt like going any farther than being in a relationship. Sure, they and I have talked about it, but they always had some kind of objection to it or they didn’t agree with EVERYTHING that I would like to happen. (e.g. they didn’t want kids and I did)

This is totally new and I am really enjoying it. So, thanks. :] <3